Taking time out is essential (though sometimes hard to find) in order to remain sane! Before the course I used to use drawing as a way to escape, but unfortunately I don't find that so relaxing anymore because I have become too dutiful. Instead I have focused more on the musical side of things to escape from the arty world, and it still allows me to be creative!
In response to having become too dutiful, I need to really discipline myself with my own practice, as this year I have literally hardly done ANY drawing for myself, which is both worrying and a shame. I need to carry out more observational drawing, even though it may not have a purpose, and get myself back into the swing of what I love doing, rather than avoiding it.
Ideas are important! I allow myself to have time to come up with ideas when carrying out mundane tasks like showering/washing up/cleaning (they are usual the most inspiring times). Also in these times, if I'm feeling stressed or burnt out I have started to practice mindfulness, which is a literal way of thinking to reduce stress and bring you back into the moment by focusing solely on what you are doing, e.g. 'I am rinsing the soap of this wine glass', it has been helpful so far!
I never ate unhealthily at home, but I have taken more notice of what I am eating now I have full control over the process and not relying on my Mum! Eating more balanced definitely has an impact on overall wellbeing, and pushed me outside my comfort zone to try new food, although I still think its fine to binge on a bit of chocolate now and then..
I've found it hard to find time to exercise whilst having so much work on, but when I do I feel so much better in myself as it releases endorphins and stops me feeling sluggish.
All art students have to be a little bit weird..
I have been more motivated to explore this year, especially since living in a completely new city which has made me feel more independent. I have also stepped outside my comfort zone and taken trips alone, talking to people I don't know and just generally appreciating the real world.
Having tick lists and timetables has really helped me to keep on top of things this year and gain some sort of realistic perspective of where I am at with things.
Since being surrounded by creatives and being introduced to the world of Illustration, so many questions have filled my mind, not just about specific illustrator things but about the whole world in general. Asking questions and just continually thinking 'Why' keeps me on my toes, and makes me more motivated to keep learning new things.
It is so important not to be a hermit! Especially in the creative industry. Talking with friends, and people that I don't know that well has made me feel more confident in myself and my practice as we have had to support each other, and bounce ideas off each other a great deal this year.
Reflection
I am pleased with the outcome of my final images considering that I was worried that they wouldn't have a high visual quality. The main thing is that I have clearly illustrated my points by using an expressive, characterised version of myself and simple, straight to the point language to be more informative.
One of my main weaknesses during this brief has been lack of motivation; this is probably due to wearing myself out with the other two deadlines in previous weeks, that I feel like I have run out of steam with this one. Although as long as the viewer can interpret the meaning and purpose of each image to gain an insight to my learning experience on first year, I will feel accomplished.
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